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A mind traveller. Pretty much an abstract and eccentric human being. But overall, a human panda who embraces food as a hobby.

Friday, September 13, 2013

First week? NAH

So many things to blog on.
So little time!
Will be back like. Once I have a time to breathe.

Phew.

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Final One

5 days till semester starts. 
Yeap. Bermaksud, hari Isnin adalah tarikh keramat (keramat cm besau sangat tanda metafora dia), mulanya final semester for my undergraduate years. Seriously, am having mixed feelings.

1) Happy
Because tamat sudah la perjalanan 4 tahun (yes, aku tak amik medicine ye tapi EMPAT tahun harungi degree years). Mainly it's because I only have foundations (no diploma) and I am minoring in Communication. So the duration of study memang cukup-cukup empat tahun. With all the you-must-take-got-no-choice-but-to-take elective subjects if not, tak grad la kan cita dia. 

2) Sad
Because, it means, no more student life. Do you know how sad I am? No sleeping late. No lepak session tengah buat assignment. Takde maknenye nak tido dalam kelas lagi dah. No more deadlines. No more hanging out by the riverside kat HS. Oh God Student life is the best. I know this cause I taste a sip of working life. Which am very thankful I have a chance to go through student life, one more time. 

3) Scared
Because, I saw how working life is. I am not sure where I will be. (Yet I know what I wanna be). I wish I can be that lucky person who got lucky twice, cause seriously my internship environment, was so nice. But I am not sure if you can be lucky twice. Tu rezeki Tuhan bagi, kalau bagi lagi, syukur yang amat. 

4) Confused
Because, I don't know exactly, whether I am working next year, or will I be continuing for postgraduate studies. I am still very much.. 50-50 on that. 

Yeap pretty much that scary feelings. Wait bukan. Mix feelings. Tak macam abc la cita dia sebab abc rasanya manis dan sedap. mix ni rasa dia cm banyak negative je. Okay. Sumpah. 
Lawak yang lame dan paling tak sedap dibaca.
Tukar topik. 
Whatever it is am anticipating to start the semester. Banyak benda nak buat. Banyak memori nak cipta balik. Banyak benda nak dilakukan. Am gonna make it worth it and memorable insya Allah. 

Faces to anticipate : Will be seeing these crazy people
So. Let's start it!
Wait. Sementara ni. Nak berehat jap. Merasa time takde assignment. Buat lek luuuuuuuuuh.
Bai.

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Tanam anggur day 1.

SO
It is third of September. I am now unemployed. Which means I have been off from work for erm..
One. day.
Okay over sangat.
Macam da menganggur for like ages. Padahal. Okay back to the topic. What have I done for the past 3 days of not working. Well.. Pretty much qada' tido la kan. Tapi masalahnye, takde nak qada sangat la kalau biological clock da terbiasa bangun at 6ish am and sleep at 12ish am. So I sleep like an adult sebab da tak mampu nak bangun and go all 'the night is still young'. Well the night is, but am pretty much a 23 years old erm. lady. 

Jadinyaaa, I am happily waiting for the new semester to start. Yes. Tiada unsur sarkastika mahupun perli. Jujur ikhlas datang dari hati. Work made me miss student life, like A LOT. Tadi menjejakkan kaki kat yuyaiyei untuk meeting. Perasaan hiba menyelubungi diri umpama diselimut atap biru yuyaiyei bersama sungai teh tarik nan luas. Gitew kau. Over sangat gambaran. But seriouslah, rindu sangat. Rindu saat tido dalam kelas (abaikan moment ini), rindu lepak di HS square, rindu makan roti canai dan minum teh ais mamak sehengget dua poloh sen. I am very thankful that, I have one more semester left. Dan sementara masih ada masa, aku nak berhangan muda konon macam baru masuk uni. Konon taw. Tapi ic tetap 23. Berhangan tak sudah Sepina.

While I might seem happy with classes going to start soon (ah suma ni dusta kara, sat lagi sampai assignment dengan deadline suma, aku meroyan lagi over). I miss my internship place :( I miss it a lot. I got so used to it that it feels awkward to wake up on Monday tak pergi keje. To not cross the road kat simpang KLCC tu. To not flash my harian id to open the door to the office. To not have that lunch group and makan kat Warung Kak Jee. Banyak la to not to not. I really miss it. But overall experience, I rate it as wonderful! Ha gitew. Konon sampai motto wonderology la kan. But seriously it does. That is one experience worth saving in my mind. I met new people, made new friends, found new experience and went through amazing journey as a future me (dalam masa 3 bulan je).  But rasa cm da berzaman. 

So here, this, is for the people I met at Petrosains. Yes. I made memories, wonderful one with them. Especially from my department, you awesome people know who you are. Thank you for your awesome time, thank you for teaching me that work isn't so scary after all. Bless you people for being ever so awesome. I don't think I can find the same environment like I did with you guys. Deeply missing my spot at work and all the people around. I truly work hard and play hard :) 

okay. cut short and lets make it simple
HI AWESOME PEOPLE. I MISS YOU GUYS. LOADS.

Rasa cm nak sepak lelaju je diri sendiri
Terima kasih. And I will always miss you guys :)

p.s: I will remember. Always.