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A mind traveller. Pretty much an abstract and eccentric human being. But overall, a human panda who embraces food as a hobby.

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Little steps go further.

Apa itu cinta? Ha
Kalau cinta mesti la yang berkaitan sayang. Berkaitan bahagia.
Tapi apa orang lupa la kan. Cinta pun ada pasang surut. Yang down itu pun cinta. Dah nama sayang, maka yg baik kita terima. Yang buruk kita terima.
Makanya, apa itu cinta?
Pada saya, cinta itu yang baik kita terima dan mensyukuri. Yang buruk kita baiki supaya jadi terbaik.

Do I have a love story?
Of course I do. I'm like every human being out there. I do fall in love.
I am for now, falling in love.
Seperti fitrahnya seorang manusia akan jatuh cinta. Begitu juga saya.
Makanya, saya sedang sayang seseorang. Ya. Itu adalah anugerah yang saya terima dari Yang Maha Esa.
Dalam masa yang sama, I fall in love with the One who gave me that gift. Dia. Yang Maha Esa. Yang Maha Pengasih. Yang Maha Penyayang. 
I set things out straight. Jujurnya, susah. Malu sebenarnye, apakah silap langkah selama ni tak mencintai Dia dulu. Ye that is my mistake. 
I set things right. For all that I care. I turn my love to Him. Yes. it is not easy, Tuhan sahaja tahu how many times I feel like giving up. But then I remembered 'Allah tidak akan membebankan hamba-Nya lebih dari apa yang terdayanya'. The more I turn to Him. The more harder it is. Tapi itu bukan bermakna Dia tidak sayang. Tidak, lagi diuji, lagi bertambah sayang Dia terhadap hamba-Nya. Sebab dengan ujian itu, kita akan lari dan merintih semuanya kepada Dia. Kita akan mengadu dengan Dia. & I tried to think positive. Alhamdullilah, he also gives me support through various people around me. 
What hardships I went through?
Trying to change all the wrong things I did, dan membawa cinta saya ke jalan yang lebih baik. 
Alhamdullilah. At the present time, I am in a thankful state. Whereby, I have such strong support coming from my loved ones. Friends, family and definitely from Him. 

Yes, it is hard. Tapi sesungguhnya setelah kesusahan di lalui. Kalau betul berjuang di jalan-Nya. Insya Allah. Semua akan dipermudahkan. I was scared, at one point I'll lose this love that I've never felt before. Indeed I was wrong, I found a better love an eternal one, that let me be happy as I am now, and even more better, strengthen the love I have before. :) So kepada readers, yg baca post ni. If you are going through the same, don't give up. don't ever give up if you are going to His way. Percayalah, He'll make everything even more easier for you. Yes, I changed to a wiser state as I am. Through his presence. Tapi semua itu adalah atas kekuasaan-Nya. So I'm praying that this will last till the time is right :) 

Sebab saya di sini menulis ini? Because I wish to share, a beautiful miracle I went through. & I pray that you will experience the phase that I went to a much better place :) Insya Allah

So here's the end for now. i'll see you soon

p/s: mid break just started. I know it's gonna pass by fast huh

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