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A mind traveller. Pretty much an abstract and eccentric human being. But overall, a human panda who embraces food as a hobby.

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Ini hadiah saya.

Hidup saya rupa-rupanya dihiasi dengan pelbagai nikmat.
Ruginya saya sebelum ni, antara sedar tak sedar.
Such blessings are the presence of awesome and supportive people.

Lemme start w:

a) Family
- My late grandparents.
For the 20 years of my life. It was coloured w their presence in my life. From the small talks, pampering moments, advices, lectures. They have been apart of my 20 years, big part of my life. So when they go for real, jumpa dengan kekasih abadi mereka. There is a big hole, up till now, in my life. For 3 years up till now, their absence brings tears to my eyes. But for all I know, Allah is with them. I know they are closer to me always :')

- Brothers
Two brothers of mine. My only heroes. My slowly growing up boys. It's hard for me to see them getting bigger every day. Getting mature each day. I miss them being annoying. I miss them running to me for every help when they were small. But that is life. As I grow older, they became closer. Somehow they knew, I won't be hanging around longer around the house. God knows when am going, and only God knows when I'll be wed off to my partner (insya Allah). So they told me indirectly, to take my time not to wed off too early. :') By far, the sweetest. That is my 18 years old and 16 years old brother. Taching taw.

- Parents
They are the blessings that I will always be thankful of. Family. No family is perfect. But I am blessed w a family. Mother and father. For 23 years of life. They too realized am getting older. And being their only daughter, the first child. Things get a bit hard here and there. Mind you, am not so obedient child myself. I know. Bukan la nak kata saya ni anak derhaka (nauzubillah) cm kira boleh la tahan nakal ni haa. But they tried being the best always. So what more could I ask but for Allah to always bless them in every way imaginable. I am born lucky :') with such presence. Alhamdullilah

b) Relatives and Friends
-Si rakan-rakan.Saudara mara dekat mahupun jauh. Kalau nak namakan satu satu. Masya Allah. Berleret panjang la cita dia. Tapi generally, to all my friends, berkata sepatah dua, atau lebih atau spend time bersama. Anda semua, nikmat Tuhan berikan kepada saya. Kamu semua, guru saya yang terbaik. Ampun salah silap jika ada. Harap maklum, saya manusia biasa. Tapi saya bersyukur diberikan yang terbaik. Anda semua mengajar saya sedikit sebanyak. Your thoughts means so much to me. Terima kasih. :') I have nothing more to say, but semoga Allah membalas jasa anda. Setiap yang hadir, you have help me in ways I can't see. Dia yang Maha Mengetahui yg mengigtkan saya segalanya. Hanya Doa yang mampu saya beri :)

c) Kamu
- Kamu? Siapa? Oh siapa ? Ha. Ini biar jadi misteri saya. Tapi saya tahu, awak tahu, yang ini buat awak. Kehadiran awak, beyond expectation. Saya tak expect, sudah di sini kita :) Sekarang ini kita dalam perjalanan menuju ke hadapan. Your presence, is my blessings. Such turn of events, made me realize so many things. Awak, tiada apa yang saya mampu beri sekarang, kecuali doa untuk kita. Ya, jika ada tertulis oleh-Nya untuk kita, ada lah takdir kita bersama. For all these years, you're the best friend I will always look back for. And in the future, I'm hoping for the very best from Him to us. Your presence is a new presence that I will always remember. Saya nak awak tahu, despite everything, we're gonna make it through. Terima kasih awak. I'll keep counting the days and fill it with prayers. Amin :)

These are my blessings. Yang Shaf nampak. Yang tak nampak tu, I bet you there will be endless. Tak mampu nak cakap, dan saya manusia biasa. Tapi Tuhan berikan semua ini. So, everyone, remember your blessings and always be thankful. This year? I did not ask from any presents. Sebab selama ini, saya sudah diberi hadiah ini dalam hidup saya. Satu sahaja saya minta tahun ini. Semoga diberi nikmat ini berterusan sehingga ke akhir hayat saya dan sentiasa diberkati Allah SWT. Doakan saya dapat jejakkan kaki ke RumahNya satu hari nanti ye. I wish that will come true. Belum sampai, tapi hati ni terngiang2 nak pergi. Ah sudah la pagi2 ni. Panjang pula. Thank you everyone. :)

ps:always always. Look around and be grateful for blessings beyond your expectation :) Dia sayangkan kamu. Selalu.

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