I am trying very hard to look at you and not remember the one that has passed.
It hurts me so much to remember something that is not present here physically.
Definitely you can never replace his place. Funny thing. You are suppose to be at his degree.
I try to look at you and still call you that. But I think I didn't learn to do that.
I only know it from the past.
It hurts me so much to think that I am here facing a pedestal.
But i never know what reasons this pedestal exists. It's just a pedestal never something I embrace.
ps: I envy every little girl that has a place to run to.