If I have the chance, I feel like running away to the nearest place with a beach or escape with nature and just be there and breathe. I want to be able to breathe. Something is bothering this feeling and heart. Healing takes all the time in the world. But you never know when you'll get better. one point you just don't care. The other, you start to feel back all the pain. But you can't figure out what. I just wanna find myself and just be with me.