The epiphany to the fact that it's closed and locked shut.
Yikes. I know. But. I wont know till when.
but I am sure for now,
that it's that tightly shut out from the world.
So fair notice. I don't know how to like someone nor respond to it, even if they're hitting on me.
All I know is it's locked shut not because it wants to but have to.
So anyone who manage to save that heart.
Is super amazing. I kid you not.
I have NEVER shut this door so close before till there is no gap.
So its the first time. and I wouldn't want a second one ever.
Whats the point?
Nothing. I just feel like ranting.
oh and my broadband is being a bitch. so does uia's internet.
bitchness as always.
So wait till after 17th, I will be back blogging! I MISS IT LIKE BAD!
so for now.
I leave you with this.
' I don't want to know the lover at my door, it's just another heartache on my list '
p/s: feelings are messy. phooeeeyyy