I need my escapism so bad
I want the beach next to me.
the sound of the waves next to my ear.
the sand on my feet
the blue sea and skies as my view
i didn't have it
i can't have it
it's been too much
i need that so bad
i cant cope with this alone
neither hiding with this is helping
stay strong stay in one piece girl
but how do you tell yourself to stay strong
when you are falling apart.
p/s: i am praying harder.